I Bleed To Know You're Alive.
Date : Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Time : 9:27 AM
Title : dedicated to Jason Muliadi.


Btw, I just realized that u have a blog. but thanks for the sweet memories and thanks for saying that I never understand those "appreciate" and "respect" words.
But sorry, I understand it since I was taught by my parents.


Date : Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Time : 8:27 AM
Title : If you can afford me by Stella ft. Meilinda.


Really need to spill my feelings over the Internet tonight.
Too stressful.
Too emotional.
Too much exaggerations.
Too much efforts.
But..
Nothing comes out.
Nothing better.
It makes things only worse.
If there is a word "worser" then it is then.

I hate being in a "too demanding,too needy, too hands-all-over-the-place-kind-of relationship".
Gahhh!
Makes me so "fan" (pek chek in medanese's hokkian or the feeling that all the bad things happen to you at the same time in english, we just can't find the exact word)!
Is it only my feeling or am I being my stubborn, more friend-oriented than boyfriend-oriented kind of girlfriend?
Or am I being right?
I think it's the last one.
Haha.

Well, it's been my trait to put friendship first then my boyfriend.
Because I've never been in this kind of close and personal relationship before.
But why oh why, my current bf dun even understand at all?
Or does he even LISTEN what I said?

Why do most of boys change when they already got what they want?
First, they like you, then do a closure which involves nice compliments, flirty jokes, being so understanding and tolerant, being what they called as the perfect future boyfriend,
after that, if they are lucky enough, they can date those girls that like them back (or just get disappointed).
Then, after they get official and going steady,they'll change.
Seriously, I got it.
They change.
They become needy, want to be with you all the time,
Dun care if you even have friends waiting to hang out with you after you get official since you were so busy dating him when both of you weren't official yet.
Then, they started to get all over your body with their filthy hands (no offense, boys), then you start to give what they want,
then, after you ALMOST gave up everything to them
They turned out to be selfish, ignorant, bossy kind of boyfriend.
That's when they start giving you orders,
If they are unhappy, do not expect them to call you tonight.
Yes, dude, you boys are like that.
No wonder girls are more mature than you guys, even the same age.
Because, you hurt us all.
Too much.
And when it explodes.
We cry, man.
Yes, we cry.
Got it?
Then, we realize most of you boys (MOST) just hanging there.
Moving on,
And we are still hurting from your words, actions.
But then, finally,
WE TURN TO OUR FRIENDS FOR HELP.
That's what the point I want to prove here.
At the end of the day, friends are who we turned to.
They are wayyyyy nicer than your date.
They help you get through this.
and guess what?
that's why we grow up.
We become more mature.
and..
what are you guys doing while we are in those process of moving on?
oh yeah.
Looking other girls as your new targets.
Wow.
AND STILL
U R PROUD OF IT?
geez..
But if you find better than us, it's ok.
We understand it.
But if you find the other one, who is worse than us,
then ...
u are going down, dude.
wayyy down.
:p


Afterall,
It's just being me, boy, being myself.
Take it or leave it.


Date : Friday, July 17, 2009
Time : 7:54 PM
Title : being tagged by Angeline XuXuXuLek =p


RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write that song name down no matter how silly it sounds.
4. Tag 5 friends...
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun

SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
Kenny Chesney - Out Last Night

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Shiny Toy Guns-Season Of Love

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Alesha Dixon-Let's Get Excited (wkakaka)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Kings Of Leon-Sex On Fire. (LOL)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Nickelback-If Today Was Your Last Day

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
Chris Botti-GOD Bless the Child.

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Katy Perry-Black and Gold

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
She & Him- I Put a Spell On You

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
The Pretty Recklace-Blender (buahaha masa mikirin blender.hahaha)

WHAT IS 2+2?
Taylor Swift-THUG Story

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIENDS?
Lykke Li-I'm Good, I'm Gone

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Olivia Broadfield-Don't Cry

DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Duffy-I'm Scared

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
BEP-Imma Be

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE AT YOUR WEDDING?
The Fray-Over My Head

WHAT SONG WILL PLAYED AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Leighton Meester-Body Control (ROFL)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Klymaxx-I miss you

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Tori Amos-Strange Little Girl

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Joshua Radin-I'd Rather Be With You

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Laura Izibor-From My Heart to Yours

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Zac Brown Band-Got Whatever It is.

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Stevie Hoang-I'll be Fine


TAG : Cinthia Catherine, Meilinda Setio, Denny Winata.


Date : Friday, June 5, 2009
Time : 12:42 AM
Title : being tagged by meilinda setio.


4 things many don’t know:

  1. I don't smoke. haha. trust me.
  2. I love to day dream. wish that I have an aeroplane so that I can go back to medan frequently. =p
  3. I cry when someone cry in front of me.
  4. I love to be alone. haha.

4 movies I could watch over and over:

  1. the eye 10. haha. what a cheesy movie. =p
  2. AH Long. (yes, I agree with meilinda.haha)
  3. boys over flowers
  4. power rangers. buahahaha

4 places I have lived:

  1. Binjai
  2. Jakarta
  3. HK only for 1 month. haha
  4. Malaysia

4 TV shows I love:

  1. gossip girl
  2. how i met your mother. (gara2 meilinda ini semua. wkaka)
  3. -
  4. -

(ga suka nonton.mau gimana lagi?=p)

4 places I’ve been for vacation:

  1. Jakarta
  2. Bali
  3. Bandung
  4. hk

4 of my favourite food:

  1. meilinda's mom's cook. =)
  2. jajanan pinggir jalan. =p
  3. KFC
  4. Baksoooooooo...

4 places I would rather be now:

  1. Home.
  2. florida, Hawaii
  3. venice
  4. france

4 favourite songs:

(currently)

  1. Ingrid Michaelson - You and I
  2. roulette-aku jatuh cinta
  3. Keith Urban - Kiss A Girl
  4. nsync-this I promise you. haha.
Who I want to tag next:
  1. denny
  2. monica
  3. febri
  4. jose


Date : Monday, June 1, 2009
Time : 6:36 AM
Title : Nothing to do


TODAY I WILL BE HAPPIER
THAN A BIRD WITH A FRENCH FRY

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Date : Sunday, May 17, 2009
Time : 2:42 AM
Title : tanya jawab tag2an.


1. Real name : Stella Catherine
2. Nick name : La, Cat, Tec, Pui,Bod.
3. Age : 19th
4. Height :around 160
5. Weight : now 56kg haha
6. Spec or contact lens : spec
7. Horoscope : Leo
8. Male or Female : Female
9. Tv or games : TV
10. Primary school : Ahmad Yani
11. Secondary school : Sutomo1
12. Poly or Jc : Sutomo1
13. University : Monash Univeraity Malaysia
14. Hair Colour : Black
15. Long or short hair : short
16. Loud or quiet : quiet
17. Sweats or jeans : Jeans
18. Phone or camera : Phone
19. Health freak : no.
20. Drink or smoke : none of them. =p
21. Have a crush on someone? : yesh! =)
22. Eat or drink : eat
23. Piercings : yep
24. Tattoos : no
25. social or anti-social : social
26. First relationship : in junior =p
27. First bestfriend : in kindergarten
48. wealthy or happiness : both
49. Want to get married : BIG YES!
50. want kids : of course =D
51. Careers in my mind : successful woman =)
52. fight before : yes
53. most regret of : eat too much.haha
54. Talented in : idk
55. Weak in ? : idk
56. Romantic or spontaneous ? : spontaneous
57. Lip or eyes ? : eyes
58. Nice stomach or nice arms ? : Nice stomach
59. Shorter or Taller ? : Taller
60. Protective or Caring : caring
61. Hook-up or Relationships : Single
62. Troublemaker or hesitant : Troublemaker
63. Lost glasses or contacts : none
64. Ran away from home : almost haha
65. Held a gun/knife for self defense : gun
66. Killed somebody : never
67. Broken someone's heart : yes. sorry =(
68. Been arrested : nope
69. Cried when someone died : ya
70. Missed someone a lot a lot : YESH! =(
71. Believe in Yourself : yep
72. Believe in Miracles : ya
73. Love at first sight : never
74. Heaven or Hell : heaven
75. Santa Claus : haha
76. Cartoon or anime : Cartoon
77. Tooth Fairy :
78. Kiss in the first date : nope
79. Afraid of death : yaa
80. Handsome or cute : cute
81. Pretty or cute : cute
82. Reality or dream : reality
83. Is there a person you want to be with now ? : yeah =)
84. Are you seriously happy with what you're in life now ? : yes
85. Do you believe in fate ? : sometimes
86. Do you believe in everlasting love ? : no haha
87. Do you believe in god ? :yes
88. How often do you lie ? : buahaha. do you believe if i say i never lie? no, right? haha
89. Do you respect elders ? : yes
90. Are you a good kid ? : ya la.. hope sooo =p
91. Do you like your family ? : yayaya not like. but LOVE. =)
92. Do you like your friends ? : YES. Love them .
93. Are you greedy ? : buahaha yes i think if in medan. =p
94. What do you want now ? : with someone I love. =)
95. What will you wish for ? : wish someone there always happy
96. A truth to first person ? : me
97. A truth to second person ? : friends
98. A truth to third person ? : sister
99. Do you even trust yourself ? : yes lah.
100 .post as 100th truth tag 10 person
LAZY la..tag urself please =)


Date : Monday, April 27, 2009
Time : 9:05 AM
Title : Tag tag tag atec.


What is your current obsession?
* DIET!

What is your weirdest obsession?
*

What are you wearing today?
* camera tshirt and clana coklat yg ngek2. haha.

What’s for dinner today?
* nugget 2 bungkus sama agar2 dua gelas.

Why is today special?

* karena..... sapa yg blg ari ini special? =p

What would you like to learn to do?
* ga buang duit sembarangan.

What’s the last thing you bought?
* nugget sama agar2.

What are you listening to right now?
* pertanyaan yg didikte sama meilinda dan dia jg yg ngetik. chapede.

What is your favorite weather?

* mendung. mellow cuy. wkaka.

What is your most challenging goal right now?
* menyandang gelar dr monash. wew.

What do you think about the person who tagged you?
*si sekretaris ini. si gila yg ga bs tdur 32 jam. mantap. dipaksa ga nambah. pdhl sbnrnya mau tulis cute cantik perfect baik hati suka menabung diet gagal suka makan de el el. haha

If you could have a house totally paid for, fully furnished anywhere in the world, where would you like it to be?
* London

What would you like to have in your hands right now?
* duit! sama matrenya dgn sekretaris ini. wkaka.

What would you like to get rid of?
* perasaan lapers. diet man..

If you could go anywhere in the world for the next hour, where would you go?
* Medan!

Which language do you want to learn?
* Bahasa Indonesia yg baek dan benar. Notabene tak pernah lulus bahasa indonesia. wkaka.

What do you look for in a friend?
* baek hatinya dan bisa dipercaya.

Who do you want to meet in person?
* Meili. buat tauco udang sama kangkung nya. haha

What’s your favorite type of music?
* yg mellow2.

What’s the favorite piece of clothing in your own closet?
* tshirt

What is your dream job?
*Goyang kaki aja uda dpt duit.

Any favorite models?
*sapa lagi klo bukan si agyness deyn.

If you had £100 now what would you spend it on?
*dikit bangetsss. bli tiket pp skrg jg. haha

Favorite designer?
* Marc Jacobs

Do you admire anyone’s style?

* Karla's

Describe your personal style!
* yg penting nyaman dan dengan tasku. penting bgtt. haha


The rules:
1. respond and rework: answer the questions on your blog, replace one question that you dislike with a question of your own invention, add one more question of your own. ( I also didn't do this part)
2. tag eight other people.I pass this on to:
1. Febri Limanto
2. Wie Ching
3. Denny Winata
4. Angeline Xu
5. Monica Cuaca
6. Andy Yoman
7. Macness
8. Angelia



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