Date : Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Time : 8:27 AM Title : If you can afford me by Stella ft. Meilinda. Really need to spill my feelings over the Internet tonight.
Too stressful. Too emotional. Too much exaggerations. Too much efforts. But.. Nothing comes out. Nothing better. It makes things only worse. If there is a word "worser" then it is then. I hate being in a "too demanding,too needy, too hands-all-over-the-place-kind-of relationship". Gahhh! Makes me so "fan" (pek chek in medanese's hokkian or the feeling that all the bad things happen to you at the same time in english, we just can't find the exact word)! Is it only my feeling or am I being my stubborn, more friend-oriented than boyfriend-oriented kind of girlfriend? Or am I being right? I think it's the last one. Haha. Well, it's been my trait to put friendship first then my boyfriend. Because I've never been in this kind of close and personal relationship before. But why oh why, my current bf dun even understand at all? Or does he even LISTEN what I said? Why do most of boys change when they already got what they want? First, they like you, then do a closure which involves nice compliments, flirty jokes, being so understanding and tolerant, being what they called as the perfect future boyfriend, after that, if they are lucky enough, they can date those girls that like them back (or just get disappointed). Then, after they get official and going steady,they'll change. Seriously, I got it. They change. They become needy, want to be with you all the time, Dun care if you even have friends waiting to hang out with you after you get official since you were so busy dating him when both of you weren't official yet. Then, they started to get all over your body with their filthy hands (no offense, boys), then you start to give what they want, then, after you ALMOST gave up everything to them They turned out to be selfish, ignorant, bossy kind of boyfriend. That's when they start giving you orders, If they are unhappy, do not expect them to call you tonight. Yes, dude, you boys are like that. No wonder girls are more mature than you guys, even the same age. Because, you hurt us all. Too much. And when it explodes. We cry, man. Yes, we cry. Got it? Then, we realize most of you boys (MOST) just hanging there. Moving on, And we are still hurting from your words, actions. But then, finally, WE TURN TO OUR FRIENDS FOR HELP. That's what the point I want to prove here. At the end of the day, friends are who we turned to. They are wayyyyy nicer than your date. They help you get through this. and guess what? that's why we grow up. We become more mature. and.. what are you guys doing while we are in those process of moving on? oh yeah. Looking other girls as your new targets. Wow. AND STILL U R PROUD OF IT? geez.. But if you find better than us, it's ok. We understand it. But if you find the other one, who is worse than us, then ... u are going down, dude. wayyy down. :p Afterall, It's just being me, boy, being myself. Take it or leave it.
Date : Friday, July 17, 2009
Time : 7:54 PM Title : being tagged by Angeline XuXuXuLek =p RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle. 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 3. You must write that song name down no matter how silly it sounds. 4. Tag 5 friends... 5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing. 6. Have Fun SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY? Kenny Chesney - Out Last Night HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF? Shiny Toy Guns-Season Of Love WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? Alesha Dixon-Let's Get Excited (wkakaka) HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? Kings Of Leon-Sex On Fire. (LOL) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE? Nickelback-If Today Was Your Last Day WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO? Chris Botti-GOD Bless the Child. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? Katy Perry-Black and Gold WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU? She & Him- I Put a Spell On You WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN? The Pretty Recklace-Blender (buahaha masa mikirin blender.hahaha) WHAT IS 2+2? Taylor Swift-THUG Story WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIENDS? Lykke Li-I'm Good, I'm Gone WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY? Olivia Broadfield-Don't Cry DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP? Duffy-I'm Scared WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE? BEP-Imma Be WHAT WILL YOU DANCE AT YOUR WEDDING? The Fray-Over My Head WHAT SONG WILL PLAYED AT YOUR FUNERAL? Leighton Meester-Body Control (ROFL) WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST? Klymaxx-I miss you WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR? Tori Amos-Strange Little Girl WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET? Joshua Radin-I'd Rather Be With You WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW? Laura Izibor-From My Heart to Yours WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS? Zac Brown Band-Got Whatever It is. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS? Stevie Hoang-I'll be Fine TAG : Cinthia Catherine, Meilinda Setio, Denny Winata. |
Stella Catherine. I can't describe myself So, Why don't you describe me? November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 October 2009 Angeline Xu Cinthia Catherine Eveline Iche Kelvin Aliyanto Maggie Wong Meilinda Setio Monica Cuaca Sheila We Stella Lowis |